i wish i have a perfect memory

i wish i have a perfect memory...
so i won't forget the two happy days in quezon..

though some things are not perfect...
for me everything is special...
i've done so many firsts...
first amazing race...
first trash talk...
first diving experience (diving b un???)
first bonfire..
first confession of a weak heart...

the amazing race was great we cud have won...
if we didnt shout the right answer...
i trash talked/....(tubog! don't get mad!)
but it was so fun..


we went in the part of the beach where
its 15 feet deep..
we passed by the jellyfishes(talk of the town!)
and we saw the coral reefs...
i was wearing a life vest...
but i was so afraid to let go of my hold in the banca...
but when i did ... it was the best feeling...
you're afraid but when u finally let go of your fears..
you'll make it...

the bonfire was everything..
it was our revealing yourself time..
almost everyone talked about themselves..
how they feel, their family, their life... their love

i talked about myself...
my fears, my weaknesses, the wrong notions about me..
and i said what i never ever said in my life...
i said it. .. out loud...

nung una di ko alam kng sasagutin ko ung tanung n un...
pero sabi ko,..sige since andto n,.. bkit di ko pa sabihin
hindi ko n incp kng anung iisipin nya.. nila..

thanks fate stay at night for understanding...
i felt understood and not judged by everyone..

it was the best bonfire...
it was the fire of our friendship that burned in the bonfire
i hope we cud stay friends forever...
we are one..