sweet downfall

yesterday wasn't quite a good day...

although i got the book that i've always wanted to read
For One more Day by Mitch Albom...
I wonder why all his books are about death...

I wasn't really feeling well...
my cycle's pestering illness is once again attacking...

the asp.net practical was quite a disaster,
i was totally lost in space...

i did a winapp instead of a webapp...
tsk. .. tsk.. tsk...
and i didn't even notice!haha
so all i got was a passing grade...
and i'm disappointed with myself...

but somehow , in the corner of my mind,
i thought maybe this happened to teach me something..
i've always believed that everything happens for a reason...
even failures...

well, this one's quite a small failure...
it's not that i'm a perfectionist...
i just want to have good grades...

and so, to relieve my bad feeling,
i started reading For one more day...
it started with a failure...
failures in the character's life...
what a coincidence...
that led him to kill himself...

it's a very interesting book,
well all albom books are.

today we'll be starting our AI project
and the deadline is on Monday...
wow... i got 2 full days to do it..

i hate it when i rush things...
because like what my mother say
rushed things aren't well made...

when you present something that you did...
the panels or the critics wouldn't care how much effort you've done with it
but instead they're just looking at the output..
if it's good or not..
you cannot say excuses that you're not feeling well or
you didn't have much time that is why
the work is half baked...